philip's Journal

1:07AM

when I get where I'm going
there'll be only happy tears
I will shed the sins and struggles
I have carried all these years
and I'll leave my heart wide open
I will love and have no fear

10:35PM - wow, its been almost two years!

it seems like everyone is doing the myspace thing now.
well a little update
my brother got out of jail on friday and he is looking good.
he finally gained weight and now i think i might be afraid of him
in other news. my dad is getting out in april.
lets just hope all of his kids are out when he does.
ummmm. you cant make a hoe a house wife!!!
i need to vacuum my apartment!
joeys shoes smell really bad!!!!!
friday the 13th is this friday and there is going to be a party at lil nicks.
hit me up!


well maybe i will talk to you again in another two years~


-philip

9:31PM - i feel like a dick. you should too. i hate being a drunken ass.

How Many....
Created by TheSalisburyNinja and taken 3655 times on bzoink!
People have you loved?	one
People have you kissed?	who knows
Commandments have you broken?	like 9 of them
Places have you lived in (for over 3 months)?	5
Countries have you been to?	3
Languages can you speak fluently?	the only one that matters
People are you talking to right now?	no one
Times have you been in a car today?	atleast 10
Different kinds of meat have you eaten?	all of them.. yes even cat!
Different kinds of liquor have you tasted?	hahahah.. i know ranaldo. he owned a liquor store. enough said.
Jobs you have held?	one
Years of school have you attended?	14
Shows have you been to this month?	none
Friends would you call "close"?	i would say five.
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So i was sitting here reading the questions to this little quiz and it dawned on me.. this person is a damn idiot, none of these questions make any sense. Then i realized i was the idiot. You have to put the "How many..." in front of the question. Just thought i would let you know. Sorry Chris for making your party shitty. Sorry to everyone who thinks i'm a psycho now. Johnny you messed with the wrong girl, what can i say. I'll pray for you.

11:28AM

Happy Birthday Stephanie!

<3

5:16PM - i hate;..

school, girls, lame friends, fags at work, people who lie, and not having a vehicle.

6:12PM - this one goes out to the one i love!

I dont understand. I know all you guys thought that she was a crazy bitch but that crazy bitch was my first love. I dont know what it was. We had so many things in common and we just feed off of each other. For more than two years of my life I devoted myself to her and lost a lot of good friendships. She left me with no reasoning and now all I do is sit around and think of what I could have done to save it. I figured we could just be friends but every time we talk she makes me think and now we dont even talk anymore. I know she is probably seeing someone else, which is fine by me, its just the fact that i dont know how this all happened. We were going so good, i thought, and then BOOM! its over. I know she will never read this but i dont care. She knows my feelings and she knows what she is missing. I just cant believe i wasted all this time....

2:05PM

Last night was alright. I wish we could of gotten really drunk. Drunk gangsters who think they can freestyle is the funniest. Me and Jordain were making fun of him all night. Tonight is the night. BEER.

10:26PM - A little update

life has been slow the last couple weeks. I will be graduating high school in two weeks.Hopefully I can buy a nice car or truck in a little bit.. Thank you all the people that went to my birthday party. I got really stoned, it sucked. I wanted to drink more. My dad drew me another tattoo, I don't know where I want to get it. I miss him. I wish i had a 40. bye

9:13AM

I miss going to church, I miss Church Camp...

9:55PM

Snowboarding is awesome.

7:13PM

The new Poison the Well sucks.

5:11PM

Talked to my dad today....

9:10PM

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just so everyone can see my new backround picture.. go check it out..

9:09PM

just so everyone can see my new backround picture.. go check it out..

1:56PM

Little Nick just kicked some big kids ass!!
That's what he gets for calling him a little fuck!

The End!

9:53PM

Talked to my dad today!
Talked about life.
He is going to draw me my tattoo.
Tomorrow is another wonderful day off, hanging out with James and all the niggers over at the house.

3:33PM

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Your Life: The Movie by mintyduck
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7:48AM

Got to hang out with Saosin again.
Ryan is the greatest person ever.
So is the bouncer.


Poison the Well in the morning is the greatest thing ever.




<3

1:22PM

Yesterday was good. Last night fucking sucked. I hate you!!!

10:55PM

MY brothers can go to a party!!! I work, I go to school, I dont sleep, All I ever do is try to make my mom proud of me. Mike doesnt even know who he is going to this party with. I cant stop laughing. I cant wait to get out of this house. I hate this shit! I cant even go swimming with my friends and hang out with my girlfriend. I dont understand.. Mike is 18 my brother is 15 and they are both going to A PARTY!! my parents now about it and they wont even let me go swim!

WTF is worng with my family..

I will try to update in the next hour... This was just the last 20 minutes.